Dilemma

You became a dilemma,
my complexity grows
deny whantonness
every beat...an inspiration
in dots,letters,spaces...
delete button
and time stops
a blank sheet of paper
your shadow is still with me
filling blankness but not a gasp relieve.

Nude like Eros,
nude body and soul
you can see what you came for...
...hesitated,
this is second will
a dilemma also to me.