Eliza's Blog

Bitter taste desire followed by the eye as i scream alone worries are untold. Like a cat hidden in the dark  with vision sharp watch behind my back killing as a start down will find me calm as i found hunt. I will kill some rats just because of fun i will   jealous   more so i can be alone.  

As i had to dive in  past to find.. As i had to forgive, to find peace of mind. As i had to stop and think, to find my step from what i pass and left behind. As i had you on my mind, there was nothing else to search and find memories,regrets behind. This is the way i hold you on my mind as i leave the past behind, and slightly snicker, as i hide feelings that i held on mind be mine as past passed the time.  ,

There where the sun sets the sky when your thoughts orb you... your heart secret desire there in the interval before darkness come along. There where you stand and leave one night there  i discover  and i lose them all rolling in time. There you were fooling around before the memory trapped you.. before angry decoy you to hell There in this clear sky i take the pencil and i write down as thoughts dissolve  in front of me...   There is  ending of coming  the detachment  the goodbye like a dreadful thought within the depts of my soul there i'll forget myself when the clock beats twelve and time ends.

Where, where are you from? you came one sunny day Where where are my dreams? dreams of heaven.... Dilute the air,dilute my fire dilute the flesh.... all my dellusions for you.... as flesh touch flesh this imberable thinking gets on me,crawl on the floor beg one,and one more for flesh control i want more and more.... it's like you born loosing myself once more.... flesh will take control over mind,since then i want you more.... Fleshlife,so pure as clothes touch flesh can't stand no more war to gain control hang on the phone talk or breath once more.... Pure silk on me as this touch deep the skin take the red dress off me... be naked and free and search my flesh for me. 

Can't wait anymore my body gain control lie,me on the top drag me in didn't like this before? me lucky in love you make me born all in bed tell me more or listen to the bodytalk as i sweat whisper words come on front whispers.... as i move on, on bed i'm living all find my space you and me winner of all hug me once more. Romance in your eyes as you light a candle as music plays on lie with me on the shaken floor yes,burst once more as world move on as life goes on tear apart all from the middle form make me forget where i belong die and reborn can't hold on...... i'm on the dangerous zone. 

Here in the garden of will i hold your hand as you walk by... Here before we exalted from paradise when my heart was beating a little bit faster... you were walking beside me and laughing with me... before the fall when i was dreaming only you... as i fall and fall... no return no sense at all.... as i fall and fall... Out of the garden of love... as i fall and fall... no return after the fall... me and you out of control... enemies after all... shouting loud.... argument stop to bone... i fail after all... as i fall and fall... no redemprtion after fall petrification is i pay for.. seperation cost me more... as i fall and fall.... just remind me how was before rediscover all i want reunited as before... before the fall...as i fall...

I can feel you miles away on my skin hey lover come with me make me feel  and make me scream give me lust  and feel with me dive in bed with me. Sex mood  is what i feel be with me  and give the beat be the one who make me feel lick me back as senses fly fast. As my hands searching you sex mood  over me please give me a release and tied on bed with me.

You came along the way, you naked desire, you cache me by surprise,approach already, after you touch the strings of heart, the passion burned me up already.                                                          i open the door you pass, i feel it in my flesh already ,i try hard to play rough,unzip behind me, and give the secret touch i'm ready. Play with the words,  and wake me up,  and get obsessive, i captured by your light,  feels so magnetic,you attracted me, i'm ready. Persistence,whirl in to mind, give me an unspoken feeling, the robe fell down,in fact i'm naked, as you were looking, this was bodily effected, i'm ready.                                           ...

AS I WAS WALKING HIT ME INSIDE CUTTING MY BREATH SHARP AS A KNIFE MEMORRIES RISE IN FROND OF MY EYES MAY YOUR HANDS SLIGHTLY TOUCHES MY MIND. MEMORRIES CRAWLING INTO MY MIND SLOWLY FEEDING MY RELENDLESS DESIRE EVERY WHERE I TURN BURNING DESIRE HEAT ME AGAIN LIKE INEVITABLE FIRE THAT'S HOW I LIKE IT IN TO MY MIND KNOWING IT COULD NEVER REPEAT AGAIN ALIVE.   

You come through the air you come through the sea you come through a feeling that sails on the sea blow air,to travel me fast, to unknown pleasure, don't leave me relaxed. This rock of the bottom that hit me inside, as i go deeper the deeper desire emerge from the heart. Τroubled water close to coast, make me wonder, make gloomy thoughts. The view of the water, that crash on the deck, enormous, risky, lost in the vastness of time. Since i was watching, taste  like salty water, that drain me up. As seasons will change, the waves will relax my soul who was filled worries like an eye in the dark will tell the secret, close as far.

As i dissolve in to passion,a veil of mystery unites the golden yellow that sets in the sky tonight,  we are holding hands,touch each others skin,look each others eyes,  meeting the same time when sun sets the sky,talking or talking at all,  the look into your eyes can tell the difference.... what separates us and what makes us continue to be there,  passion this feeling that gives energy to life.....i can no longer hold inside me... i have to give you like a kiss,like a lick,or lovers talking,  now inside the violet yellow orange that set in the sky tonight..... i see my passion paint to colours in the sky, my sky,  draws lines in my soul, stir up a storm of passions,  before the darkness come and passion turns blind,me blind,  you hold my hand show me the way again to light.... you lover of the sky dive in to colours,and paint tonight. 

Be like a wild horse,and run free,as wind blow,turn wild,turn free,  run like the wind to the fields where the wildflowers grows,in spring time,  find the source that flows from the mountains high, drink the water,the water of life, which is pure and clean, renew yourself, at the beginning of spring the right time,  let yourself to born with nature again,and leave the dead skin,yes,you born to be free!                                            Me in my wildness,i could be a wild horse or a wildflower,one with nature,i lay the carpet of will,  to lay with me and wear the colour of spring, meet with the poppies, red, like the passion i lay for you, kiss my lips, we can make together the grass,sheets, to lay our bodies,in nature,yes,we can be free,  the southerly winds,will spread the fire of passion,wild,and free,and laugh like two kids,with no wo...

Let angels fly and give you the peace you need,  further and further,no one can tell you how to drift in peace,  let's see my mind could fly like angel wings? To meet heaven and drink the gods will,and gain the trust i lost in earth..... Be a winner,drink this glass,and get dizzy a bit...... Fly with your wings like a lovebird,and meet me in heaven,meet me in peace...      This silence was a holy one,not a whisper,neither your will, can change this,  it was gift from above,don't deny,just say welcome... The wings of angels be my wings of fire,and lift me higher,  above of the top of mountains to see like an eagle from the above all that i miss,  from a different view,a different prospective,and gain peace,  the peace of the angels,and get the gift of freedom.

If you want to talk about love what do you want to say,i don't know... because for others is alleviate others are scared when they meet it and others think is something incurable but you laugh because you know love.... Come on let hold hands  because love can't stay alone. One look can tell the difference it enters in your heart and you don't want to waste time because love just have arrived,,, And you are excited more then ever, because you are going to lost  in to a dreamy world, as you light a torch  and the fire is burning... And i sing for love as i run to find it  and don't meet love at all,  i stay alone... But when you desire it when you crave it sure you reach it... Because is in your heart and there it will stay... love with love for ever captured. 

As i let the anchor down in these deep waters feeling paralyzed to move no travel further more cause love caught me  and trapped me on the seafloor. Where did it came from? it came from the sea  one rainy misty day and love wrapped me all. And i stay here trapped like the anchor depth blocked all the way in front... As i stagnate and can't stuck love take me all can't swim no more cause i drawn all in love. Every step attach me more as i meet a close door feeling so involved love gain them all. How long time  in my deepest thoughts love trigger all control as instantly loose my trust and faith to God. Desperate,full in love as i can't breath no more this love commands domination and i   dissolve... no out no in to love feeling killed as i reborn... and take the chance to  give them all,all in love.    ...

Like pictures of love you pass through my mind, your love was my precious child... As a recall slip like the fog enters into thought... your love was all mine.... I'm gonna hold it deep in mind as time passes by, cause your love made me fly... Because as i search behind there is nothing else to find your love was the dawn of life... it makes me wonder,all the time as thoughts come on my mind making love with you was something that made me strong enough to live?  or made me indestructible to life? And i want this once more as with careness touch my mind  and love float all in front to sail me far behind..... Llike this i spend my time i go in frond and you track behind cause your love last in time....  

Blue velvet as i sense this feeling that delivers me as your eyes goes deep where i loose myself in redembed from the passion naked from desire thirsty for love.... What storm and which suspense brings you and me together in my relentless track of time? Once and once more lost in time hit me like i was blind perfect spread like waves at regular intervals your breath close to my breath what i held inside me creat the image... Uncontrolled  craving for flesh desires craving for mind food... Let my desires to unlock the key of your heart let unchain this prediction let depart this relation far... As sun rise in a clear blue sky as moon look you through your hazy permanent life deep in dark  dream of your desire and fall like star from the sky and do the magic fly. 

WHERE ARE YOU? I WANT MEAT AND YOU. FEED THE STARVING ANIMAL INSIDE OF ME OR DRESS ME LIKE QUEEN LOOKING DESPERATLY TO FIND YOU I JUST HAD TO WAIT.... I JUST HAD TO TELL YOU... I JUST HAD TO BE WITH YOU.... I JUST HAD TO LOVE YOU... AND YOU JUST HAD TO LISTEN.... AS I'M FALLING APART IN THIS CRAZY WORLD WE ARE LIVING IN YOU ARE AND YOU WILL ALWAYS BE SOMETHING UNPREDICTABLE IN MY HEART DEEP IN MY SOUL SO DEEP IN FLESH DEEPER IN MIND... BECAUSE YOU ARE JUST MADE FOR ME FROM PURE DESIRE,FROM PURE LUST FROM WEAKNESS OR FROM SOMETHING STRONGER THAN MY WILL SOMETHING MORE THAN USUAL THAT APPEARS TO BE BRIGHT SO I'LL HAVE TO TELL YOU THE RIGHT WORDS THE RIGHT TIME AND YOU SMOOTH JUST TOUCH ME  WITH PURE LOVE AS YOUR EYES MEET MY EYES DEEPER AND DEEPER  SO HELL CAN'T TEAR US APART SO WE DON'T HAVE TO MEET THE DEVIL WE DON'T NEED TO GO TO HEAVEN BECAUSE HEAVEN IS HERE FOR US.... AS LONG AS I HAD ...